2018 vs 2019
Heyyyyyy!! Happy new year fam bam. It’s a year of more grace, more love, more growth and order! After 4 years and 4 months of starting a blog, I now own my own domain😂 Isn’t that so amazing?
2018 was a year, phew! Let me give you the gist real quick…
This year, I came to really know God for myself and I fully understood salvation. It was amazing growth, God came through for me with friends that pushed me to become a better version of myslef even though sometimes, they pushed a little too hard lol. I got my best results this year also, so academically, it was top notch. Towards the end of the year though, my spirituality began to look like a burden to me tbh, like I wanted to grow so much but felt like I wasn’t good enough, it made me fall behind and even when I tried my best to do it myself, I couldn’t. You never really can do it yourself by the way, something I had to learn. December was the height of it all, I wasn’t praying, I wasn’t committed to fellowship or Bible study, I was just there and not willing to do anything about it until one random day,I decided enough was enough, I got down on my knees and talked to my Father, told Him how sorry I was for being lukewarm, He reminded me of how loved and forgiven I am and how I’m at peace with and in Him, how my sins have long been forgiven and what great things He has prepared me for. I felt genuine joy, that evening was just amazing, I couldn’t contain my joy amd ever since then, there’s just been a longing to talk to Him every chance I get and hopefully I don’t blow it, by His grace and His strength. And it’s so funny that seconds before I spoke to Daddy, my mind wanted to postpone it to this year along with every other thing spiritual.
This year was also challenging, my mum was really ill unexpectedly and I even lost hope at a point, it was emotionally and physically draining but glory to God, she is alive and strong today, God has been so wonderful. There’s been growth all year round, my family and friends have been so so so amazing and I love each and every one of them.
Some people don’t think you have to wait for a new year before you set goals for yourself that you want to achieve and I completely agree with that BUT if the sense of a new year makes you feel you have a chance at new things, by all means, go for it. January 1st is actually just another day and if it’s the day you choose to set out plans, go ahead!
In 2019, I have set out plans for mostly January cause I can’t cant say how the year would go but I dive into more grace, more love, more growth, more wisdom, multiplication, order, strength, glory!! This year would be so amazing all round and God has already given me an instruction concerning that and I decree today that this blog, theaisight.com, will reach out to so many people and change and help lives, by the power of the Holy Spirit. This blog will prosper and everyone who comes across and reads it will have amazing testimonies to give. Glory to God. I also begin my undergraduate internship training this year but haven’t gotten a placement yet but you know what? I’m at peace because I know that no matter what, God will place me in a place where I would experience all round growth, grace to spread the Gospel and all things are working for my good because I am called according to His purpose.
Also, last year, because of the knowledge of what Christ has done for me, I surrendered my social media to talking about Him at any opportunity I got and you know what happened? A lot of people unfollowed me but I learned a lesson, it made me not to count my success or joy in the number of followers or likes I get and as I got unfollowed, even by “friends”, I also got to inspire people and change was evident in me. For these, I am so grateful!
To everyone reading this, I love you but God is crazy in love with you. Don’t you ever ever forget that.